I reread this letter just to remind me, how important I am.

I’m not a perfect person, and I hate when people ask for my understanding. Why me? I need their understanding too. Am I wrong for being jealous? Why I need to be the best to get what I want, while THEY just have fun and will get what they want.

Sick of everything. Wanna go as far as I could. Why people never understand me. Why people so demanding me to be perfect. Arghhh!!

Leave me alone. :D

It’s already 19 times of May 17th since my mom delivered me to this world. Thanks to Allah SWT, who gives me a wonderful 19 years. Thanks to Mom, my sisters and brothers, my boyfie, and all of my friends for the prayer, friendship, love, joy and more. For my Dad in heaven, I wish you were here with me. :’)

Tanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu.

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You’ve gone away, you don’t feel me, here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[x2]
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You’ve gone away
You don’t feel me here anymore

There’s another personality in me, and I hate it.

There’s something worth than just a words. - my friend

I am an actress of these drama. Play my role as a happy girl.